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Oh yes I remember now I was explaining how I like to work when I’m moving /traveling and not in my every day environment. It wasn’t just fear that had me doing art in strange places it was my lifestyle. I did a lot of traveling and moving around and I guess I just got used to it and found comfort in it. See Drew and I have done a lot of traveling together. He used to manage bands and I would often find myself having to keep busy while I waited –whether it was waiting to get to the gig or waiting for them to go on. I did a lot of work in those days. Tagging along while my boyfriend managed these temper mental knuckleheads meant spending a lot of time alone and out of the way. If you want to be the only girl or person on tour that doesn’t have a job it’s best you stay out of the way -be able to make yourself available if your needed and invisible if there are confrontations or problems and believe me a bunch of musicians living together in a cramped space –there will be confrontations and many problems they’re lucky if they’re still a band by the time the tour is over. Don’t get me wrong it was awesome seeing the world behind the windows of a packed stinky RV- builds character I believe that is a big part of how I became so comfortable working while I was moving. and if it weren’t a blast traveling with Drew I wouldn’t have done it so many times. Now 10 years later Drew films these stunt guys and again we travel to different events and I spend a lot of time traveling and waiting. Haha and these stunt crews have the same dynamics as a band. Drew and I have a laugh about it often. Now though I choose to go on these runs so I can be in a different environment, be inspired by the chaos and people around me and do my work. Now it’s like oh we’re going away- cool because I know I’ll get a lot of work done. Once it was just a coping mechanism now it’s become my preferred environment to work in. In the video you will see all of this smoke and then me drawing. It was an all day motorcycle event and they were burning off their tires because I guess that’s what you do when you are done riding- no need for tires anymore right? So that’s what the smoke is from and Drew was filming it and then found me in my safe little spot, in my own world -drawing. (Is there any question why we had to find each other again after 6 years?)
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The new video is awesome, Drew did a good job on bolth versions. Another excellent job. I think that its cool the way you created a style out of a vulnerability. Not many people can do that . That’s cool to develop a something so powerful from a weekness. I think that alot of talent is created in a time when you dont want people to notice you. I do that often myself, I look back at some of the works that I created at different times (websites). Alot of great ideas arised out of vulnerabilities if I really think about it.
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Thank you for the opportunity of working with such a talented artist.
WOW!!! hey girl.. u all just left a bit ago. LOVED HAVING U GUYS OUT!!! (tell drew
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